I am completely torn. I really do not want Aidan in public schools. I want him away from the liberal, anti Christian agenda ... among other things. However, I do not want to home school anymore. I don't know whether to trust my judgement. This past week, there has been something wrong with me. I have been ridiculously anxious. I get hot, my heart starts racing, I feel sick to my stomach.. There's nothing that triggers it either. It's nearly constant. I haven't been getting any sleep. So, that's one reason I do not want to make a huge decision right now. Scott and I need to talk about it...  The sad thing is I DO believe that home schooling is the BEST education for your child. So am I being a hypocrite? I don't know. :(

I did call about a scholarship for Harbor Light, if that works out, I will be ecstatic... It wouldn't be able to happen this year anyway.... 

Ughhhh... I don't know what to do! I need to get rid of this anxiety first, then maybe I can make a good decision.