I am tired. I have hardly gotten any sleep. Driving down to Grand Rapids at midnight wasn't in my plans, that's for sure. Of course, Laila slept the whole way down and wanted to stay awake when we got to the hospital. And she definitely doesn't like to sleep in!!

Blood and platelet transfusion, antibiotics, Neupogen shots, fluids and lots of monitoring because ALL of his counts are low. We will be here till Wednesday at least.

Can I cry again? I am so tired of this. Literally, I am so exhausted. I want to just sleep all day every day. Which is a sign of depression. I don't think I am depressed exactly, just unbelievably stressed.

I have way too much on my mind. So much that I can't even blog like I want to release the tension. Everything is just piling up right now. I am completely overwhelmed and I am tired of needing help.